Need to Breathe

Sometimes I feel the need to express my feelings, but I get in trouble. Sometimes I want to give up. Sometimes I want to delete. Sometimes I want to getaway. Sometimes I wonder if God sees me. If he sees my anguish, my frustration, and my sadness. Sometimes I feel like the only one I can rely on is the Lord. No one else is dependable, not my parents, not my friends, not even my sweet husband. I'm in it alone.Just the Lord and me. Why is life so complicated? Why do feelings get hurt over trivial things? Why do people hate so much? I'm tired and worn down from all the emotion. I can't share my inner most thoughts without being patronized for it. I look forward to the day when Jesus will make all things new.